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Im not writing to impress anyone for any reason...
Just in case anyone reads this, its not importand really that you do. Im not writing to impress anyone for any reason... http://www.merrylife.eu/
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Just in case anyone reads this, its not importand really that you do. Im not writing to impress anyone for any reason, im just writing in case there is someone of a good natrue that might be interested in someone like myself. Im not your average person at all, and am a very lonley person who has not found a life mate. But that doesnt mean im desperate, and i do enjoy not having to account for what i do to anyone else but myself. You see the women here are just terrible, always have been, and i think always will be. From my experaince's it seems women ony want what they want, and wont enjoy someone for who the are. Its more about what they can get, without consideration of how i feel about things, so no sence really in trying.
Nothing really fantastic or great has taken place recently, its been kind of boring. I went over to my ex-father in laws house to visit him, and have been visiting him for about a month now. He had been gone for a very long time, and didnt see him untill my ex-wifes funeral. She died of a overdose, anyway long story. Then i seen him again in the grocery store, and he told me where he lived. Not sure how i remembered that, though when i went on vacation for two week, i started visiting him. He is retired now living in a old folks area of town, and is just getting by with what he gets.
Since i am what i am, its very hard for me to connect with other people, and need to find something in common to talk about. What im like and why im like what im like is to long of a story, and is something that takes time to understand. So to be me, i go by what i know and how i know what i know, so to be myself in front of others is just not right to them, and they dont understand me. They see me from their own mind, and who they think i am, they dont see me. No one does. Its to impossible for me to exist. I had this problem with Joe, my ex-fatherinlaw, because he keeps thinking im trying to change him when im not. It hurts when people look at me like that, so i keep myself inside.
Even when im around people who you might believe should be like myself, they are either to influenced by me, or they dont take me serious enough, well anyway i have to always be carfull.
Today beside writing this blog, im watching tv, and am going to visit Joe. I may go visit my mom, not sure yet. My oldest son is still in boot camp, and need to write him. My youngest son is talking to him girlfriend on the phone, and he has his friend James here. James bother was here for six months working with my son on passing the test to enter the guards........
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